February 2012
Stupid fucking computer with it’s stupid dodgy drivers. fml.
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And all this with endorphins too. Wow.
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Wow, he really doesn’t care.
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I really hate it when people make a massive deal about their sexuality. Like a guy (who happens to be gay) makes everything somehow related to their sexuality or only talks about ‘gay issues’. Like it’s the only thing that defines them.
Seriously, what the fuck.
Also, while i’m here. The ‘gay community’ is the biggest crock of shit. You share one trait with...
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I can feel it now.
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Me when I go out: I should've stayed home
Me when I stay home: I should've gone out
Me when i'm around people: i want to be alone
Me when i'm alone: I want to be around people.
In just want everything to stop.
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Now he’s not even bothering to reply.
Guess that shows me something about his priorities.
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Better.
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fml. Seriously. I asked him to not see him as much while I deal with this shit, so much harder for me, but the best situation i can handle for him. He said he would, he said he is, but he isn’t, if anything they’re seeing each other more. They spent all of Wednesday together, then went out Wednesday night, he stayed at his house. He did decline going out last night, but only because...
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Or you could not reply. While you’re alone with him. Thanks for the reassurance.
Eating is probably the only thing that can really stop me thinking.
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Seriously, who goes looking for a best friend? It’s completely fucked. You can’t know if someone is even friend material until you get to know them. Looking for a best friend in strangers seems so impossibly stupid.
Best friends are that way because you grow to be like that, you can’t force it. You’re setting yourself up for some shit later on.
Maybe it’s my...
So my ultimate goal would be world domination.
How can I turn that into a passion? :|
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“People describe me as full of zest.”
It seems I need to find myself a passion.
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“Some people really can’t think of anything they want to do. These people are often unhappy. In fact, they’re often miserable.”
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Trying to figure out how to fix myself.
I keep finding these great sources, but then they start talking about finding God and the holy spirit.
What the fuck am I supposed to do? I don’t care about that shit, but much of what i’m reading states finding faith as a vital step.
mitchul asked: Say hello to someone new :-) that's how you make new friends.
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How exactly would one go about making a friend?
I need to stop waiting for the right moment to say things, sometimes there just isn’t one.
I just wish I wanted something, anything.
“So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would...”
– Sylvia Plath. (via motelblues)
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I feel like I did when dad died.
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Not even painting’s distracting me.
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Painting skulls is very relaxing.